It is my first submission to Literotica and I would love any and all comments. I noticed the store was loaded with movies, magazines and those dildo's I had seen in the magazines I had purchased from the convenience stores. Craig got an offer to move to New York and started working in the theater. I saw Gerald when he returned from Christmas vacation. I got on my hands and knees and this time Craig was not as gentle.
He said he understood and then I got dressed. My lover from the other side shoved his cock through and i slowly licked at it's huge head savoring his musky taste and smell. He was almost a foot long I would guess and thick as hell. At this point his finger hit something in my anus, he later explained it was my prostrate and I came gallons. Over dinner Craig asked if I had ever been to an adult movie house.
We fell asleep in a spoon position with Craig's spent cock resting in the curve of my ass. My name is Will and this a true story that happened to me when I was 25 years. He was tall with curly brown hair and a bony frame, effeminate. The class gave me a vocabulary for something that had been becoming more and more intuitive to me: Gender was a bit of a performance. I could always be playfully bromantic, because I was always hooking up with someone.
He laid on the floor and I started massaging his back and his legs. As soon as were in the front door Craig took me in his arms and kissed me like no tomorrow. Must have really wanted it, man. The one with the panties on was now making the other guy moan in pleasure as he serviced his huge cock, I had never seen a cock that size and I found myself strangely enjoying watching not only the sucking action but his very cock was making me excited as well. We kissed each other as we stripped each other of clothing. He was what I would later find out a slopping cock sucker as he kept my cock well lubricated with his spit and saliva. I was vigerously stroking Craig in his pants and got bold and pulled his cock out and stroked his foreskin over his cock head and told him how much I was enjoying the evening.
Craig placed his hand on my lap and on the lump in my pants and I did the same. He then did the most incredible thing he stuck his tongue in my ass. He was the kind of person who when you meet him you think I bet he does improv and then you find out he does. We sat in the lounge chairs and I sipped the white wine he provided. And maybe playing a different role is partially about having sex with guys, or being physically attracted to guys, but maybe being bi or queer or even not-straight is just saying enough with heterosexual masculinity. As if hearing us, the neighbor started pounding on my wall.
Craig said we had to stop or we would never get dinner and a movie out of the way. I bought a 12 pack of beer and we went to my apartment to listen to some music. I cannot say it was not painful but when we was fully in my ass the pain surely turned to pleasure. I dropped Gerald off on campus and I watched as he boarded the charter bus to go home. I can suck a dick and still be a camp bro, right? I just sat in the chair in the room for what seemed like an hour while I got back to reality realizing what had just happened. I was sadden because he said he wanted to be near his family. He kissed and twisted my nipples and then he placed me on the edge of the pool and started to suck my cock.
I really thought it was disgusting and told Craig I thought it was very gross. I reached around and started tweaking his nipples and I too started nipping his ears and neck. I was grappling with my sexuality, not my masculinity, and those things are different, right? Hell the only thing to touch my cock in the past 4 years was my own hand I was in heaven as he slurped down my cock. If being in a box felt more confining than comforting, then why did I care so much about the label affixed to it? He said he has a girlfriend but he enjoyed being with guys too. I was drafted soon after our encounter and we would never meet again. Craig picked me up coming to the door.
I stroked his penis and massaged his balls. And it was fun — expansive — to get to play a different role. Which I think was part of what made actually doing it so damn thrilling. For me, when I saw that much body, the opposite happened. Our eyes flickered on and off. And started to nibble on my neck and kiss it softly.
Slowly, the confusion subsided, and an irony emerged. Then one of the men penetrated the others ass with his cock. I swished it around then spit it out slowly onto the floor. I was already opened up and Craig had a need for release. I was now going to be a little cock whore forever or at least a little cock and a lot of cunt whore.